#i have also abruptly gone from no sleep to oversleeping and feeling horrifically unrested upon waking and STILL riding vague headaches | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

evreeone · 3 months ago

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[health talk warning!] for years of dealing with undiagnosed illness i've had to really learn the Art of ignoring symptoms for the sake of keeping on keeping on for the sake of my sanity so it's kind of a bitch that my body has unlocked The Unignorable....the Near Daily Headache.... now i am stuck psychoanalyzing like 80% of my social interactions to make sure i wasn't too ornery or too much of a Lump because i feel like headaches turn me Evil and sap away my spirits and pleasantries sorry if u have spoken to me and i have been weird or ho-hum or short lately my head is being split open like an egg every other day and my brain keeps falling out

#health talk #and longass tags #i mean i guess the debilitating fatigue/sleepiness cropping up without warning was unignorable but at least i'm usually asleep during #so it is a Me Problem #i have spent a long time abstaining from pain killer due to Paranoia despite chronic pain but #i've been having to take a painkiller the past few nights just to get to sleep :[ not pleasant #i have been like....you know that feeling where you're like 'oh i'm about to come down with a cold'#where you have Symptoms but nothing full blown just yet just maybe a sore throat & w/e but you anticipate waking up miserable the next day #i've had that but perpetually and the cold never comes #and i have to try very hard not to think about what that could mean #i have also abruptly gone from no sleep to oversleeping and feeling horrifically unrested upon waking and STILL riding vague headaches #i am melting #this post started off lighthearted but then the demons got in

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